Kundalini Syndrome & Catatonic Schizophrenia

LINK to “The World of Perfection”

LINK to “What is an Archetype”

LINK to “Parable of the Growing Seed”

LINK to “Potential Geometry” and “Sacred Geometry” and “Serpent Symbolism in History”

LINK to “Free Will Discussion” and “Physical Law and Human Will”

LINK to “Name of God” and “Meanings of God”

LINK to “Union of Opposites”

LINK to “Take Responsibility for Everything the Mind has Ever Done”

LINK to “Simple Yoga” and “Cold Endurance and Heat Resistance”



See Bottom of Page for Immediate Personal Solutions to the Aftermath of such a disorder


The Juxtaposition of the Best Thing and Worst Thing.  The Dissolution of All Things into Nothing.


I am that I am

A Disease of Time

Space and Time Battling Against One Another

I am Death

I am the One and the Many

The Awakened and Frustrated

I am that I am


Fragile Flora Grows into a Changing Environment Surviving How Much Upheaval

Language dies like this and so does the Future Soul

Reflecting Eternality and Inevitability

Our Roots lay in a Changing Ground

Unspeakable How To Generality

Reclaim the Invisible

A Glimpse of Previously Self Evident Inevitability

The Attempted Art and Resignation


What if the Soul evolves like matter does?  And starts as a point?

But points don’t really exist, do they?


The materialist doubted whether the indivisible was real.

The materialist doubted whether the invisible was real.


Every Atom is

The Seed and the Spark

Matter is not very different from Light


As soon as you know it, you are beyond it


A Word is not so Eternal as the Space in which it Arises


Before science, where was knowledge?


The Field Never Reaches Maturity in Us

Nature of Knowledge Remains Unknown

How Many Have Left Us, Seeking the Real

To Reclaim the First Step


Seeking the Order in Chaos, Seeking the Chaos in Order

Rejoined the Void, Once and for All Acceptance of Nothing

The Infinite Triune Mystery of Who We Are

/I am the Death of Death/

Striving in Nothing the Ultimate Form Awaits

I am the Ultimate in the Insignificant

The Cyclicality of the Void of Space and the Endless Form

Memory Becomes Future, Future Becomes Memory

Will Becomes Will

Unity in the Void is Your Becoming

Infinity in the Void is God’s Mind before Manifestation, Time to Eternity is a Limb, An Arm Reaching Back, A hand outstretched, A footstep path to the end

So Vast as to be Invisible

Emptiness is the Mother of the Unending,  The Infinite is the Father of the Void //  One is never without these heavenly parents //

Who Wants to Know the Potential of the Infinite in the Physical

A Glimpse of Previously Self Evident Impossibility

Infinity Accepted in a Day

It’s Rest is Resistance

Contented in Animal Nature

Blind Lead the Blind into the Bonds of Insanity

Hovers over the World

Two Sides Corrupt One Another

The One and the Third are Incorruptible // Because they hold the conflict of duality in the harmony of emptiness and infinity. // in harmony emptiness and duality // infinity

Who is Seeing Thought for What Is Existent


I am the Eye of Creation

The Fifth


Return of the Unified Three

Bring About What Never Was

I am that I am that I am that I am

The Tree of Knowledge Transcends Time / Grows Beyond Time

It is the Death of Death


What was the rock of the world will become air

and Death will become light, wound around and turned outward into a new existence  .. //



Story of Shiva (takes the poison within himself..)  reference    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MguE6QLOeK0

link to crazyness of sadhguru poison drinkers and end of gospel of mark additions



Selected Quotes from The Last Messiah, essay by Peter Wessel Zappfe 1933

“As long as humankind recklessly proceeds in the fateful delusion of being biologically fated for triumph, nothing essential will change.”

“Then will appear the man who, as the first of all, has dared strip his soul naked and submit it alive to the outmost thought of the lineage, the very idea of doom. A man who has fathomed life and its cosmic ground, and whose pain is the Earth’s collective pain.”



_________________________ move to Carl Jung biographical tribute page? or Study Carl Jung post

“It was my will that deceived me.  It was my will that provoked the huge uproar among the daimons.  Should I therefore not want anything?  I have, and I have fulfilled my will as well as I could, and thus I fed everything in me that strived.”

“The years, of which I have spoken to you, when I pursued the inner images, were the most important time in my life.  Everything else is to be derived from this.  It began at that time, and the later details hardly matter anymore.”

“My entire life consisted in elaborating what had burst forth from the unconscious and flooded me like an enigmatic stream and threatened to break me.  That was the stuff and material for more than only one life.”

“Everything later was merely the outer classification, the scientific elaboration, and the integration into life.  But the numinous beginning, which contained everything, was then.” – Carl Jung, Red Book?

_________________________ move to Carl Jung biographical tribute page? or Study Carl Jung post


Corinthians quotes on forgiveness or something …  find in Name of God file




QUOTES ABOUT this guy..


Very Small Study on Pain Relief Action of Cannabis (one strain)



(building the list and the correct order…)



Below is a sequence of songs which are both a horror and a medicine. //

“Do not fear Death. Death is always at our side. When we show fear, it jumps at us faster than light. But, if we do not show fear, it casts its eye upon us gently and then guides us into infinity… ”


analyzing translated latin lyrics of dancing mad.. who added them?  no one knows.

where is the link to them  ???


Earthbound Papas – Dancing Mad (from Final Fantasy VI)

SPLICE BEGINNING OF THIS ONE ^^ with the below version to extend and combine best parts, most of the first version blows compare to Black Mages version, but the beginning has some unique emphasis on vocal progression

Dancing Mad – The Black Mages with Nobuo Eumatsu

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Dancing Mad – (Original) Nobuo Eumatsu

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how to change the image on a youtube music video without losing quality? add best kefka angel imagery


Bad Luck Streak in Dancing School – Warren Zevon



Sound Check (Gravity) – Gorillaz


Soul Protection – Gary Numan   (do cover or embed original)



Voices – Gary Numan   (do a cover and expand upon the melancholy break at 4:20)

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VOICES – GARY NUMAN and Bill Sharpe

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Joe Rogan bestofweek clip cut beginning comment and embed — saved in my notes for posts folder

cut and embed


Schism – Tool

embed some version


Indiscipline – King Crimson

embed best version


Tool – 72826 Demo (Remastered)   (CUT FILE FOR FIRST SONG, COLD AND UGLY)


The Grudge – Tool



Anxious Hearts original



Oppressed People best version or original



Biosphere – Hyperborea (enhanced with added samples and imagery)


Gorillaz – Amarillo  (cut end)

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Gorillaz – Broken live aol sessions



Off the Edge of Depair  (move to luci?)



The Reborn Identity – Radiohead vs Morcheeba ft Manda Zamolo vs Digitalism- Spirit World


“We need to interact with like-minded people throughout the world to establish the new intellectual order which will be the salvation of mankind.”  – Terence Mckenna


Reckoner – Radiohead  (Disconnected cover?)



Biosphere * Genkai


Twenty One Pilots Ride (make a very different Cover with altered lyrics and cadence)



Unreadable Communication – Curve  (my edit of tweakerray version, cut the end out)

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Depeche Mode – Enjoy The Silence

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Snapshot Survey – Biosphere & Higher Intelligence Agency


Biosphere – Sphere Of No-Form




You Think You Know Me – NIN

Saul Williams – Banged And Blown Through (Instrumental)

The Four Of Us Are Dying – NIN    (also that other slip song??)



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Dead Souls (Live)? or not – NIN covering Joy Division   (also do a cover myself)


Down in it – NIN


Lost – Coldplay (do cover change lyrics ‘does it mean I didn’t get what I deserved?  No, it better be no worse’)


Fade to Black – Metallica


The Becoming – NIN



Diluted – Slipknot


Laurie Anderson – Walking & Falling


into your Dreams – Laurie Anderson


Someone Else’s Dream – LAURIE ANDERSON

Purity – Slipknot


Rose – A Perfect Circle


Learning to Live (cut a short edit) – Dream Theater


Dead Son Rising – Gary Numan


When The Sky Bleeds He Will Come – Gary Numan TweakerRay Mix


When The Sky Bleeds He Will Come – Gary Numan Original


The Fall – Gary Numan


Papercut – Linkin Park

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Part of Me (Live) – Tool


Third Eye – Tool (spheres animation)


A Prayer for the Unborn – Gary Numan TweakerRay Mix


Save Yourself – Stabbing Westward

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Hurt (Live) – NIN


Reflection – Tool  (move up)


Tattered and Torn – Slipknot


My Last Day – Gary Numan Mix


Those Chosen by the Planet – Final Fantasy VII  [Re-Orchestrated]

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children Soundtrack – Materia

“I am Fire, I am Death” The Hobbit (Ending Scene)


Final Fantasy VII – Those Chosen by the Planet – Orchestral Remake

Nine Inch Nails – My Violent Heart (Retrospection)


NIN – In This Twilight (Piano Mix)

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Radiohead – 2+2=5



Akashic Readings on Renunciation – part 2

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Spiritual Whiplash

Chinese Finger Trap


These three – a trinity of interacting totalities which when harmonized will produce effortless intelligence and allowing healing energy to flow to the appropriate places..

What steps can be taken toward…


CALMING THE HEART   (stillness, space, understanding, acceptance of self and others, isolation from negative influence)

CLARIFYING THE MIND   (frictionless arising and falling of ideas, and the freedom to relax without obligation.  availability of writing tools, walking spaces, no need to cling to, hold on to  words or memories whether in the subconscious or the conscious mind)

The intellectual will goes beyond the conscious ego when a long-term commitment to clarifying ideas becomes mature.


MERGING WITH THE BODY   (synchronous control with no conflict, no pain, no gravitational tension, balancing right and left, upper and lower, with no strenuous striving for change, balancing rest and activity)


Sources of repeated inflammation should be ceased.. most styles of smoking, long-term physical strain from computer use or other compulsive repetitious behavior


Here’s a few ways of treating yourself with plants.   (re-imagine)

  1. Black Coffee, Coconut Oil, Fine Ground Black Pepper, Crushed Celery Seeds, Sage Powder — Mixed Well. Electric stir.
  2. Black Coffee, Coconut Oil, Turmeric Powder, Fine Ground Black Pepper — Mixed Well. Electric stir.
  3. Vitamin D and Magnesium Pills


Supplements/herbs for balancing out stress/worry

..  Taurine, …  Cold-brewed Earl Grey Tea


Supplements/herbs for clearing the mind

..  L-Theanine


Supplements/herbs for treating physical pain and stress/discomfort

..  Topical DLPA or DLPA pills


Don’t pay attention to your breathing so much.


Link to Muscular Retraining for Pain Free Living by Craig Williamson




f.lux link to

google eye strain and computer use — shoulder-neck pain and computer use


Write a little bit about “How to ‘will’ feeling and vitality back into a chosen area of the body for healing time set aside, without force but with real will – a balance of control and awareness”


READ AND CONDENSE RELEVANT POINTS  — avoid overcorrection of “bad posture” and self judgement


The Myth of Bad Posture and Misconceptions About ‘Correction’



restore your vitamin D3 levels, find sources that work for you.  recommend $15 a year supplement, cod liver oil/fish oil flavorless

experiment with vitamin D2 as well, endurance boost.. recommended types of mushrooms


Full Body(or all below your head) Cold Exposure Therapy for Deep Inflammation

Make cold-shock your friend and you’ll have much less pain in your life.  It is the easiest and healthiest way to shift the dominant neurotransmitters in your bloodstream immediately.

Cold Shower for 5 min – 10 min – 20 min – 30 min. — Daily or Every Other Day, far more effective than ice application, but could be used in conjuction.  The antidepressant and anti-inflammatory effects of full body cold exposure (with proper deep breathing) are very consciously noticeable, immediate and lasting.  It is a short time of uncomfortability for a long time benefit.

Initially will produce more intense deeper breathing, out of panic.  The more calmly one can breath during cold exposure, the more quickly shivering will shift into internal thermogenesis, and the more evenly the norephinephrine flow will be proliferated, producing a global anti-inflammatory effect which lasts all day or longer.

A ice-water bath is another possibility, but a full bath of ice is impractical for most people and could be dangerous.

Anywhere from 33 degrees to 58 degrees has long term benefits, for anywhere from 5 minutes to 1 hour or more.  Below freezing could work too but with much carefulness and attention to dangers.

Running Outside in the Winter or Fall for 15 min – 30 min – 1hr

Cold Water Therapy Induces Deep Breathing and Can Treat Deep Spinal Inflammation

Cold Therapy Reduces the Biophysical Entropy of Chronic Stress and Physical Frustration, Promotes Maintenance of Proper Form, often/could be necessary for completion of full-body anti-inflammatory effect.  it will reveal the extent of spinal inflammation in upper core if repeated inflammation is induce by chronic damaging habits such smoking or even just computer over-use.

as well as for treatment of injury, very effective for shoulder, neck, spinal stress, back pain.  Can even help treat long term insomnia and depression.  Sustains higher levels of norepinephrine and dopamine.

Science shows great benefits if and only if you wait 1 hour or more after a workout- cite Rhonda Patrick podcast etc..



Full Body Heat Shock Exposure (just below the burning damage threshold)


Topical Pain Relief Mixture for Catastrophic Full Body Pain                                                                                                     NOT FOR HABITUAL DAILY USE, consequences not known by anyone


SHEA BUTTER or cocoa?, JOJOBA OIL, SOY OIL, DLPA   – Will produce heat upon touch.  As effective as prescription pain-relievers.

Is small amount of bergamot oil also good?


Spending Time Doing Absolutely Nothing Other than Sitting Down and Looking Out the Window

continual focus of staring at screens VS continual focus of staring at more distant views or natural patterns


shift from sitting, to standing, to lying, still, without thought just focus on the body with intent to rest only.



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