Orthodox Religion is Offensive More Often Than Not
Orthodox Christian is offensive. Orthodox Islam is offensive. I don’t have much experience with Orthodox Judaism, but I would bet money it’s offensive.
The esoteric side of each western religion has always been suppressed, misunderstood, and often demonized along with the nature religions.
Of course you’re free to force yourself into any belief system. Whether you choose make a political advance based on your misperceptions..
The inhumanity is revealed quite clearly